KreisReise  -round and round world-

"KREIS=SYSTEM"

I did not know what it showed when I heard it first.
I understood what it showed when heard it twice.

"Is that TOWER...huh?"

It only looked like the ordinary common TOWER.

"Round and round...It turns around lonelily."



Once when I watched it, I thought that it is beautiful ---- and pitiful.
If I remember correctly, the girl of the 7th Fleet showed it me.

"That is Event Horizon. Thoguh, I... call it the black jewel."

She smiles a little and turns eyes to the outside of the window.
Her eyes mismatched in color stared at the star which cannot meet our eyes.

"The black hole is utmost of 'density', but we can see nothing but a 'sparse' space.
The reason why we can notice that there is it there is not that it sends something, but that it sends nothing...
But... I think that after all it is a jewel that there is utmost of 'density' in inside of such 'sparsity'."

I had been thinking of a other thing while hearing her words.

(Then is 'density' of inside not lonely awfully?)



"O.K. then, I reconfirm the mission."

The operator's voice that is businesslike and monotonous echoes in brain.
The quality of voice that was considered that it let my nerve get excited does not hurt my feelings, but is quiet.

"Large number of NOIZ is being found in the TOWER. Please suppress this.
Because big NOIZ and TONE exist, probably it is one of the causes of the NOIZ outbreak source."

I know.
The voice that affect brain directly go in one ear and out of the other.
I heard the same thing many times, and got used to it because the recent duty was only this.
They say NOIZ, NOIZ, but is not the voice of this operator more noisy?

"Because the TOWER itself is NOIZ, you destroy it if possible.
But do not overwork because there is not the physical influence now."
"Then if it has any influence, must I overwork ?"

I say mean things, but there is not the reaction.
After all, I must hard work anyway.
Because it is not an injunction, it shows importance of this work is low.
Still I must not leave it unattended all the time.
I had better do it in vacant time, rather than if it change in something and become more troublesome .

(I think that this is easy work, but...)

Even with that, why is it that I think that it is troublesome?



I looked up at the cloud.
Because I was asked 'Are you watching the sky?', I answered 'I'm not watching the sky.', then I was laughed at.
"Well, if there is not the sky, there is not the cloud."

I didn't notice until she said.
Oh, this is Rubin's goblet.
I felt like I grew to like the sky a little which I had not liked so far when I thought so.

"The goblet is good, but the cups are also good. Let's have tea!"

In a round finite teapot, a red liquid reflects the infinite sky, and is rocking.

"It's so slooow."
"But...Surely we become busy from now on."

Then this moment will be very precious time.
Doing nothing, so to speak, the 'sparse' time is same as the 'dense' moment that is fulfilled.
Though it is empty talk, it is not boring nor lonely either.
Refracted light is glistening like a gem in the pot.
It is impossible to hold it in my hand. Though.

"Though, it is beautiful."



"We will now begin to transfer you. Are the preparations completed?"

Now she say so, but is there a thing I prepare?
In the first place, because a distortion is intense and a transfer task is heavy, it is you who have limited accessories to be able to bring in.
Well, I do not mind.
This is a daily occurrence.

"Those clothes..."
"Huh?
...These are not interfered, good right?"

There is no reply to it. The communication has been just cut off.
They maybe do not want to accept it, but it was they approved tacit.
I feel like I got the short straw.
Now only Lf can touch this TOWER, and only I had been free, though.

"Hmm, I said I wanna do, though."

Theory aside apart, anyone cannot enter the TOWER which stand at the place called SONNEINSEL on PHYSICAL WORLD.
It seems to be able to be entered from anywhere in appearance, but it seems to distort space for some reason and we cannot approach it.
Therefore I try an approach from AERIAL WORLD.
It's only that.

"Well, such a trip will not be bad."



From when?
I feel the place where I am standing is very vague.
Repeated deja vu.
In that, I did not know whether...I was really existence at 'now'.
At any time, I feel like I have looked before.
I'm haunted by such a sense and it does not leave me.
Now I cannot remember when it was from.
The sense such as opposite mirrors that I see myself endlessly if I look out over it.

"Surely will you be such a place, too?"



----It is surely such a space here.
And it is the space like the black jewel and the inside of the teapot.
Though it is certainly closed, the space is infinite.
And, because it is infinity, it is completely separated from the outside.

"Hmm...
It is a so crabbed place.
Now, what shall I do here?"

I think a little.

(As expected, this place is lonesome.
But then, is it not bad to do it noisily?)

At first, I didn't have any interest to this mission.
But because I felt like it is not bad that I see the outside from this TOWER, I thought I don't mind having a try.
RINNE stretches itself lightly and runs pattering with favorite slippers.

"If I do so, will I have good dreams?"


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